Some people tend to have a fear of being alone and it’s more common than you think. People can associate being alone as a negative thing and some think that they will be judged negatively for being alone. It’s quite common that people are ashamed of being alone can since it can appear to be a sign of having no friends, or no life. But tbh, the people who say those negative things actually tend to be the ones who are most afraid of being alone and having alone time. Being/wanting to be alone is not at all the same thing as being lonely.
Something you need to know | Personal
Things are gonna get fucking personal up in here.
Recently, I’ve been getting a ton of questions on my Ask me Anything page, and they are all about my fitness journey and basically how I stay motivated etc. Now, it’s time to be honest. I’ve been avoiding these questions because the truth is- I have very bad, sickening moments where I am overly critical of myself- to the point where I see things about my body that may/may not be there.
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5 Stupid AF things I did (& what I learnt)
Growing up, let’s just say I was the rebel- and obviously that meant I got myself into a fair share of trouble. From jumping over my gate for nightly escapades, partying in clubs where I was underage, getting bad drunk and So. Much. More. Looking back now, I could kick myself because not only were those things dangerous and totally unnecessary, it just wasn’t worth what came after aka a load of self regret, wishing that didn’t happen and the greatest question of all, “why the F did I do that?”
The good news? I am SO over those years and lucky for you, I gained some hard wisdom that I’m gonna share today with the top 5 stupid things I did & the lessons I learned. And obviously my cute outfit details as well.
Post-Op Recovery & Currently Loving
About a week and a few days ago, I had eye surgery to fix a shift in my cornea- what can I say, your girl got big eyes #LOL My recovery was smooth except for the fact that I despised not being able to move about and do the things that I love AND I can’t go to the gym for 2 more weeks.
The gym part sucks AF because tbh I got in a groove and now I have to get myself into that gym routine all over again. I’m sitting right now and OMFG I kid you not I felt a pocket of cellulite on my thigh. I know it’s normal but I would feel better if I was kicking my booty with a bomb ass workout right? I also can’t wear makeup for ages and let’s not even talk about my eyelash extensions situation.
TIP: don’t do your eyelashes unless you KNOW you could always have it cause lemme just say when it falls off or in my case if you had to resentfully pluck them out, you won’t be able to bear the sight of your naked molerat looking eyeballs.
My vision has not yet fully returned but by the end of this week or the next, it should??? Time will tell.
Anywayyyyy onto some fun things I have been currently loving during my recovery.
This floral cat ears makes me relive my Blair Waldorf days and it’s très useful when I’m doing a face mask.
An eyeshadow & highlight palette you NEED to have is the Carli Bybel Palette which is now available at Ulta #YAY Basically it has the prettiest neutral eyeshadows with just the right amount of shimmery ones and OMG your highlight will forever be on fleek with these. I just love taking a fan brush and dragging it straight through all the highlighters for the best glow ever.
Okay I am a #PLANNERADDICT we know this and therefore not being able to write in my baby for a week as been painful AF but it just made me fall in love with it so much more. Also, if you saw my wishlist here and follow me on instagram here, you would know I got most things on my list and I couldn’t be more excited- I swear my fingers just twitched.
This YSL Lipstick gives my lips the perfect pink tint and since lipstick is all I can wear makeup wise, this is life. I apply a coat and then just dab it onto my lips. The only thing I don’t like too much is the high shine nature of it, but I blot everything off with a tissue.
And the completely random paper clip that looks like a ballerina because of the tulle is just an item that I got in one of my Planner Addict Boxes and it just makes me happy- I don’t know why but it does. I just think it’s ridiculously pretty okay? #STATIONERYHOARDER
I have a ton of fun blog posts coming your way- let’s just say that I had a lot of time to think LOL so can’t wait to share them with you!
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NYC Love & Generation Beauty | Friday Faves
Ahhhh I have missed my blog terribly these last few weeks. Andd speaking about missing, if you missed my ahhmazing one-pot tomato basil pasta recipe then you better check it out right here. Trust me, your life won’t be the same without it.
Anyway, back to the point. It’s time for my Friday Faves which I LOVE sharing with you so that you can have some maybe new things to try. Also, don’t forget to share some things that YOU have been loving cause I just like to know your business LOL.